Just got back from my first lecture which was VERY basic. I apologised to Jane for my foolish behavior of Sunday night. I think we're cool, but she still seemed a little 'off' with me. Went to a playboy themed party at Oceana last night with Jane, Fran, Gem, Sarah and 2 other girlies whose name's I've forgotten! That's my bad... Was ok mostly until I got ditched several times, ended up hanging with some of Kate's minions who seemed aight. Anyways, kinda forced to deal with my foolish Jane-related issues seeings as she was with some dude most of the night, I thought she had a bloke? Ah well nothin to do with me! Life is good right now, I don't need women complicating it up. I may as well face it, I am a lamp and shall set up camp in 'the zone'. But if I take some of my own advice am sure I'll be fine. It wasn't so long ago that I told someone that if you're not enough of a person on your own you'll never be enough with someone else. I guess uni life is bringing out some insecurities that haven't been around for quite some time and I'm not used to having to deal with them. It's a strange paradoxial situation being constantly around the same people.

Off to a party at the girlies' tonight. Me n Dan are getting Louise a birthday cake as everywhere we go we sing happy birthday to her (plus we saw one reduced)...